This thing fuckin blew meh mind but the more i thought about it the more i realised that things like this are why alot of our characters are created! Take Liam for example; he was based off of my best frend as a kid, Liam Mathews. in kindergarden we would hang out constently he was the greatest friend i ever had, but then he got brain cancer and passed away a few years later. outta that i created a character and named it in his honor. Even Spade and nathanial come from experiances in mine. things that seem innocent and cute to alot of people were really hurtful and bad times disguiesed to seem like they were nothing. Idk y i found this so cool, i think it's bcuz i can relate to it (mainly bcuz of Nathanial) but still its eye opening. The reason why i created Tales of aboddon and awlh was to escape reality without the use of narcotics. its funny to see how as my life changed the storys changed as well. AWLH was based off a harder time and was more prone to disturbing or death scenes while TOA sstill has it's share of distubing-ness has alot less death but alot more inner conflict rather than having the characters fight against eachother. wow this is kinda a wierd journal but i still think its got alot of value.